Moo moo go away

Adam is one of a baby with CMPA(cow’s milk protein allergy). Symptoms appeared dari awal lagi diberi susu lembu tapi kami tak perasan pun. There’s a reason I gave him cow’s milk too early sbb I bersalin cesarean maka immediately selepas dia keluar I tak mampu nak bagi dia my milk. After a few days I cuba baru berjaya memberi dia khasiat terbaik dari ibunya, 2 minggu pertama susu I banyak sempatlah buat stok. While I’m happily weaned my baby with his mother’s milk In the 3rd week my milk production berkurang, Adam macam tak puas menyusu .. sedih jugak sbb I kena selang seli bagi dia formula milk.

As a mother I have tried my best not to move him 100% to cow’s milk dan tapi nak buat macam mana kan sbb dah bagi dia susu lembu tu maka dgn sbb tula Adam sekarang been warded since yesterday because of CMPA. Kesian dia kecik2 dah macam2 sakit dah, kadang2 rasa benci diri sendiri, macam2 I dah buat nak increase my milk production tapi masih kurang jugak tak dpt memberi yg terbaik utk Adam. Walau macam mana dugaan sekali pun saya masih mencuba yg terbaik dan masih lagi menyusu Adam with mother’s milk w/pun susu berkurang saya yakin dgn berusaha lebih sket saya pasti berjaya.

Adam I’m so sorry, mummy will give you the best. ooh i missed my baby like hell now.